Well, Mom and Dad are here. The tension is thick, but Mom is really trying........I think. Last night Monica came over for an hour or so.....Mom is friendly, but I notice that she doesn't act like she would to another friend of mine, and she also doesn't act like she would to a boyfriend of mine. She doesn't ask Monica about herself or how she is.....she's friendly enough, but doesn't instigate any conversation. I guess I don't expect her to celebrate this if she doesn't believe it's right, but I would like her to at least try to celebrate my happiness, to appreciate that this woman treats her baby girl better than any man ever has, that here is a woman who loves me, builds me up, celebrates me. I would want someone to do that for my kids and I don't care what sex they are or what color they are, or any of that nonsense.
Sometimes my mom is just so narrowminded. She really is quite hypocritical if I do say so. She is all about loving others as Jesus does, but she doesn't actually do this......she just preaches it. I dunno...I am rambling now with no structure whatsoever in this post.
Love my parents.....trying trying trying to enjoy the visit with them while my sweet dad still knows who I am.
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